One Month In...

I forget how far I've really come until I go back and read it. I don't expect that to make much sense. I've been far too emotional lately. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this update. I haven't felt much like sharing lately. I don't know what it is. I didn't think it would be this hard to let go of everything but it has been. I didn't realize how much I really created for myself in Chicago until I picked up and left it behind. I haven't stopped missing people and things since I first realized that I wasn't going back for 10 months. I know I should be enjoying the fact that I'm here and having this incredible experience but it's hard when I haven't felt at ease since the day I got here.

I hope this gets easier.