Lion's Den

What a stupid and ridiculous week. I've been exhausted but unable to sleep. I haven't quite figured out why I've been so stressed out and what's been causing my lack of focus, constant hair pulling, sleeplessness, and general all around restlessness.

I'm feeling unmotivated again. Which is absolutely ridiculous but I think I'm still trying to get it all figured out. I'm still going over everything a little bit at a time and right now, it's all just coming to a head and overwhelm me. I've been having terrible dreams lately which is causing what little sleep I do have to become incredibly restless.

Maybe its being here in Chicago for the first time and not at Knox that's creating this entire feeling of complete hopelessness. I think I just need a jump start. I need something new. I'm not sure what yet, just, something new.