I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately. I think I'm becoming increasingly stressed about a lot of things that are going on. My living situation has grown less uncomfortable and at the same time more uncomfortable. The neighbors are the biggest problem. I think the previous post describes it all.
It feels like this past week or so has dragged on for a lot longer than it has. I think I've just been going through a lot more shit in my head. I kind of saw it coming. You can only avoid thinking about something for so long before reality hits you like a sack of bricks.
Painful realizations abound this week. I needed it. I'm still trying to figure a lot of shit out and I guess this is phase two of it. This is the time when I've had a little time to process and can start taking a deeper more meaningful look at things. Like reading a really good book for the second time. You understand the story line already and now you can look for the deeper meanings and symbolism and understand greater the lessons being offered....that sounds ridiculous but it make sense to me.
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