Chicago Police

I just had the Chicago police show up at my front door to ask if I was ok, and if I was arguing loudly, or if I was having a party. My upstairs neighbors are shitheads. I can't believe that. After yelling at us and cussing at us last night, they decide to take it one step farther and fucking call the police on me. They have been nothing but horrible to me and christine since we moved in, in December. I'm just kind of in shock about it.

I feel like I'm starting to reach this point of no return. I just keep thinking and thinking and I'm ready to jump. I'm finally ready to jump without second-guessing it again. And hopefuly it'll turn out to be a success.

I just need to keep figuring it all out.