As February is starting to wind down, Spring is starting to poke it's beautiful head around the corner. It's warm and rainy today, the perfect weather to remind me that winter will soon be over, even if "soon" is another month and though the worst may not be over, at least it's coming to its end.
I've found myself in a position where I can once again say, that I've found myself starting to have feelings for other people and I'm happy. I'm not just pushing out the bad and forcing myself to believe that things will get better, I'm actually finding myself really happy.
Ashleigh said something last night that made me really happy and that was "I have the old Karen back" she said "you seem so happy again, and I'm so happy to see you like this cause it's been so long" and it's true.
I'm happy to the point where I'm just ready to start making things happen and the weather is only all the more inspiring. Only 3 days until I leave for California and I could not be happier. I feel something moving and things are finally starting to happen again.
This is where it starts. That feeling that's been chasing me for a year now is finally pushing it's way to the top and I'm finally starting to feel it happen. Every time I sit out at the el stop or drive somewhere, I stare at the Chicago skyline and just smile, it's an amazing feeling to know that, though I didn't plan on being here right now, I am, and I'm satisfied and starting to make things happen.
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