10 February, 2008

For the Weak

I've been sitting in thought today, about lots of things. I went out, down to wicker park Friday night and while I was standing outside of the el staring at the city around me, waiting for Jules to show up, it kind of all hit me that I am in this phenomenal city and I'm young and outgoing and there is so much for me here. It was just this intense and almost automatic realization that things are changing, and I'm changing with them, and it feels a little nuts and little scary, but I'm going with it. I'm doing something that I've wanted to do for a long while and though I didn't get to this point the way I had intended, it's still a great feeling to know that I'm here and that it's starting for me.

This year most definitely didn't start off the way I had hoped for but I'm learning that that's probably for the best. There is this newness that I can't help but be excited for, even if I have no idea what it's about to bring.

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